random thoughts 1

You think you know but you have no idea. Such a startling realization when you think you know the person very well (because you have known the person all your life) but yet you remained clueless as to why you came into this situation where you don't recognize this person at all. You begin to question?? Have you missed something?? You search for clues from the past that may provide answers to the present and hopefully help you in the future. You feel helpless and defiant---surely this could not be it! But its too late. Its done, gone, and no matter how hard you try to fix it, things will never be the same again. I had no idea.....